Watashi wa hitori desu..

Do you know those days when no one is around, and you don't have anything to do? I'm in the middle of one today. I wasn't in school, since I'm sick and my mom was at the doctor, for a scan, and my dad is in.... uhh.. Lapland? I can't remember where, but it's far away and he'll first be home tomorrow evening. I feel so alone. I got kind of bored and dressed myself like a gothic/sweet lolita, with a dress, ribbons, nailpolish, headdresser, the cutest socks ever and some pretty bracelits I made myself yesterday. And now I'm just bored again. If only I could find our camera, I would be entertained for a while! But no. None of my friends are on msn, and my mother is sleeping right now. ( Sad face ) I just put on some happy music, and I hope that it will affect my mood in a posetive way.
I'm walking on sunshine! ( Sings along ) And don't it feel good? YEAH!
..Or not really..
I'm walking on rainclouds! ( Sings alone ) And don't it feel good? NO!

Handball

Today I was training Handball. It was the second time I've done that. I just started last week, so I'm not so good yet. I hope I will be someday, and I don't want to give up! But I got hurt today. I still feel the pain in the left side of my jaw. A girl bounced into me, as I was supposed to block her, but we both just ended up hurt. It acctually hurt so much, I was just about to cry. But I didn't. I didn't want to cry in public. It's a long time since I did that. I don't want to be a weak little girl anymore. The last time I cried in public, was when I was visitting my best friend in Svendborg. I got really upset about something, that later dissapeared again. Not going to tell what it was. It was really stupid. And maybe it was also because of somthing else. I just get very emotional sometimes, and have to let it out. But it's a long time since I did that last. I already said that! ( Laugh ) I'm just repeating myself all the time. Like: My brother decided that he wants to go with me to the DespairsRay concert the 25 and I haven't been talking about -anything- else. DespairsRay here, DespairsRay there. What am I going to wear anyways? ( Frustrated look ) Oh, no! I don't know what I should wear. ( Scream ) I don't have anything that looks good!! ..Ok, that was a lie, here's the truth; I don't have anything that looks good -on me-! And there's only twenty days until I'll see them live! ( Yet another scream ) Well, now I have to stop and go to sleep. I just finished reading a really long book, which I had to read in 2 days, since I forgot that we had a school assignment while having a "theme-week", and now I'm really tired. Both physically after playing handball and mentally after reading the book non-stop for 2 hours. Goodnight and love from a little girl in Denmark.

Cake..

I have not been doing anything interresting today.
Last night I stayed up really late, to draw a drawing!
It turned out pretty nice, ( smile )
and it's the only drawing I've been happy about, in a long time!
It's an angel. And she's falling. It was an Evanescence song that inspired me.
The song is called Weight of the world. My brother bought their new album for me.
And my friend told me that I was lucky to have such a nice brother. I am. I already know that.
Feels like I don't have the time to draw and be creative.. Poor me. ( Sad face )
I've been looking at different websites, fx Miyavi's official website!
He's so smart.. And Pretty.. And talented.. And I have no life..
I should eat more healthy. Me and my mom baked a cake together.
It tastes good, and it was fun too.. ( Mmm )
I will never smoke!! Just so you know.. Hey, you! I want to go to the +D'espairsRay+ concert here in Denmark, the 25'ft of November. Don't you? ( laugh ) My brother will -maybe- go with me to KBH. I hope so. Then I will be nyappy forever. I admire DesRay. Both for their music and because Hizumi is hott. That sounded lame!!! I love Hizumi nomatter how he looks. Haha. I have no life. No life at all. Take good care of yourself.
Be nyappy forever [ Happy ]

I love you ( Laugh )