Handball

Today I was training Handball. It was the second time I've done that. I just started last week, so I'm not so good yet. I hope I will be someday, and I don't want to give up! But I got hurt today. I still feel the pain in the left side of my jaw. A girl bounced into me, as I was supposed to block her, but we both just ended up hurt. It acctually hurt so much, I was just about to cry. But I didn't. I didn't want to cry in public. It's a long time since I did that. I don't want to be a weak little girl anymore. The last time I cried in public, was when I was visitting my best friend in Svendborg. I got really upset about something, that later dissapeared again. Not going to tell what it was. It was really stupid. And maybe it was also because of somthing else. I just get very emotional sometimes, and have to let it out. But it's a long time since I did that last. I already said that! ( Laugh ) I'm just repeating myself all the time. Like: My brother decided that he wants to go with me to the DespairsRay concert the 25 and I haven't been talking about -anything- else. DespairsRay here, DespairsRay there. What am I going to wear anyways? ( Frustrated look ) Oh, no! I don't know what I should wear. ( Scream ) I don't have anything that looks good!! ..Ok, that was a lie, here's the truth; I don't have anything that looks good -on me-! And there's only twenty days until I'll see them live! ( Yet another scream ) Well, now I have to stop and go to sleep. I just finished reading a really long book, which I had to read in 2 days, since I forgot that we had a school assignment while having a "theme-week", and now I'm really tired. Both physically after playing handball and mentally after reading the book non-stop for 2 hours. Goodnight and love from a little girl in Denmark.